Three Tough days...(mixed feelings)

"Thank God it's Friday!"as what I have always said before, but this time it's alittle different. Well, it's because it's PTC and if you know to yourself you didn't do your best, and you don't know what to expect then you feel tensed. Just like me...After the tension that almost made me pee on my pants it's sadness. Why? don't ask anymore I think you already know why. Then I felt a little down...well wouldn't you be if your mother kept sayin' my pocket books were the source of my low grade in math! Then I felt sleepy. Then I woke up with a smile on my face, after a passionate dream about my longlife crush?(oh dreams always creep me out). Then I felt excited because I am gonna go shopping with my friends... with the purpose of buying my own calculator so I won't have to borrow everytime I need it. Then after buying the calculator that almost emptied my wallet. A feeling of enjoyment, cause we were playing in tom's world with a friend who actually acted a little bit crazy while playing there...After all my happiness in the mall I felt emmbarassment because when I was in Jollibee we were waiting for the order of my friends nut it took so long so I tried to ask the waiter if he could follow -up...ooops!my bad he's a customer also..."oh my gosh sorry po...akala ko po kasi- sorry po" Well I think he was ashamed enough to create a scandal, he just accepted my sincere apology.But afterwards I thought of it as a funny moment.The next day I woke up to wash my clothes,do my assignments clean my room and ofcourse the start of me changing my life.I've always wanted to be a good student It's just...I'm crazy(i think?). Duties...duties...If I were japanese then I could have killed myself accompanied with friends like me in the internet.Luckily I am a Filipino.

Man! washing clothes was hard!!!This was my first time! My hands...my poor hands who would ever like to hold it when I reached my respectable age. No one,I think would love to carress his hands against my thick...rough hands!Well I don't care anymore...today is what I should face together with my hands...my rough hands...Well I feel tired enough to continue typing I still need to do tons more of things!!

Foreign Filipino...are you??

MANILA, Philippines – Residents displaced by the current conflict in Mindanao may be able to get enough food and clothing. But if nobody gives them any stress debriefing, they will to have to cope with the trauma of war for up to 30 years.

I've been watching a lot of war in t.v,hearing a lot of war in the radio and also hear war in the music I listen to. I knew how aweful the things that a war brings to the people affected. Well I honestly fear those things but I have to admit,when I was young I thought of myself, being in a war, may be cool. I'm so glad I am not dreaming of that stupidity anymore.I didn't know there was war in Mindanao. I only knewit when I felt an atmosphere of war in my room(I've seen it all messed up again)then my sister told me about the war. I am truly thrilled of the events there but I did not bother to watch news.However I surfed the net to check it out.

I must be stupid, I am a Filipino and proud to be but I don't know wgat my country is facing, sometimes I don't even care, I don't even dare to ask or dare to know. Well I can sadly call myself a foreign Filipino...but I assure you,NOT FOR LONG!

LIfe is short...and you think you won't enjoy it...

It has been months since the school pressure started to hit the airwaves. But everyone knows that there is some more in school than reading(or just staring)your books. Though the first ever-to-be- acquaintance party of the "already acquainted" students of CNSHS is(as expected) cancelled,there is still hope; a chance to finally flex our muscles and smile after waking up early from a two hour sleep. What I am talking about is the field trip. Hmmm do I seem to feel so much excitement? Not that really. I'd just wanted to point out my feelings. Since I am already sleepy...and I all that really runs in my mind is: I need to do my homework in math and most especially in SS but I say, it's okay there is still a field trip...See just always look at the bright side of life.Because life is goog and not only good it's also short...Too short to be filled with problems.