Three Tough days...(mixed feelings)

"Thank God it's Friday!"as what I have always said before, but this time it's alittle different. Well, it's because it's PTC and if you know to yourself you didn't do your best, and you don't know what to expect then you feel tensed. Just like me...After the tension that almost made me pee on my pants it's sadness. Why? don't ask anymore I think you already know why. Then I felt a little down...well wouldn't you be if your mother kept sayin' my pocket books were the source of my low grade in math! Then I felt sleepy. Then I woke up with a smile on my face, after a passionate dream about my longlife crush?(oh dreams always creep me out). Then I felt excited because I am gonna go shopping with my friends... with the purpose of buying my own calculator so I won't have to borrow everytime I need it. Then after buying the calculator that almost emptied my wallet. A feeling of enjoyment, cause we were playing in tom's world with a friend who actually acted a little bit crazy while playing there...After all my happiness in the mall I felt emmbarassment because when I was in Jollibee we were waiting for the order of my friends nut it took so long so I tried to ask the waiter if he could follow -up...ooops!my bad he's a customer also..."oh my gosh sorry po...akala ko po kasi- sorry po" Well I think he was ashamed enough to create a scandal, he just accepted my sincere apology.But afterwards I thought of it as a funny moment.The next day I woke up to wash my clothes,do my assignments clean my room and ofcourse the start of me changing my life.I've always wanted to be a good student It's just...I'm crazy(i think?). Duties...duties...If I were japanese then I could have killed myself accompanied with friends like me in the internet.Luckily I am a Filipino.

Man! washing clothes was hard!!!This was my first time! My hands...my poor hands who would ever like to hold it when I reached my respectable age. No one,I think would love to carress his hands against my thick...rough hands!Well I don't care anymore...today is what I should face together with my hands...my rough hands...Well I feel tired enough to continue typing I still need to do tons more of things!!